My tears won’t stop running. I don’t think I’ve really contemplated the real implications of this episode before — because I did’t have the neccessary knowledge the first time, perhaps –and now that I do, it feels as if a black hole opened up in my chest.

This is perhaps Angel’s finest moment, the moment where he shows how great a man is. He sacrifices his own happiness, the best day of his life, his actual life, the opportunities to have a life, Buffy — everything — to protect her. And when he returns from his second visit to the Oracles, and he tells Buffy what he’s done, he doesn’t even mention the price he’s paying, because he’s too concerned with comforting her.

This has got to be one of the best episodes of season 1 — maybe even the best, and one of the best of the series. I can’t come up with a single thing to hold against it at the moment.

And now I need some Ane Brun to comfort me. “I keep rubber bands around my soul / to keep it from falling”. “Rubber&Soul”, “My Lover Will Go” and “Temporary Dive” all seem as if they were made especially for this episode… :cry: